The final cause of death is pending following an autopsy. When suicide seems like the perfect solution, that is the time to pick up the phone and call somebody. Linkin Park's Mike Shinoda Shares Note to Fans One Week After Chester Bennington's Death. When suicide seems like the perfect solution, that is the time to pick up the phone and call somebody. We are human, and we are meant to talk about our problems. We are human, and we are meant to talk about our problems. Living a life impacted by depression makes me realize two things: 1. Living a life impacted by depression makes me realize two things: 1. Lucky for me, I decided to go to sleep instead of choosing the alternative. There was no solution in sight, and if there was no solution, how the hell was I supposed to be happy. It's been a rough and confusing 24 hours for Linkin Park fans, after frontman Chester Bennington was found dead in his home due to an apparent suicide via hanging. I couldnвЂ™t make myself happy, hence, no one else could. When I considered suicide in the past, there was no one in the world who could make me feel better in that single moment. I donвЂ™t want to generalize, soвЂ¦ let me be real here.

We have to try and find a way to mend what is broken. I know not everyone is a fan of talking about their emotions, how theyвЂ™re вЂњfeeling.вЂќ Some cultures even shun it and stigmatize the entire topic of вЂњ mental health.вЂќ But we have to talk about how we feel. The legs bend forward and now find ourselves tumbling down that hill. /rebates/&252fchester-bennington-suicide-letter. When we are suddenly trucking those boxes of baggage up the hill, at no point throwing things out or working through whatвЂ™s inside, we start to buckle. We store things away because we donвЂ™t know what to do with what we have, especially something new, whether it be an object, an emotion or a new stage in your life. And you never lessen the load, you just keep adding more and more to it. And save them for another day.Д«ut that box only gets heavier as time goes by.

And when you donвЂ™t take it, you box the emotions back up. In that moment, in that space of angst and misery and an agony so unruly it rips you in two, you can only think of one way out. He died of suicide by hanging and was found on the morning of July 20th in his Palos Verdes Estates home in Los Angeles County, a week before Linkin Park were to set out on a 29-date North. It wasnвЂ™t me being вЂњstrong.вЂќ I stayed because I was afraid to leave. I was courageous and decided I ainвЂ™t going down that easy. I wish I could tell you I stayed because I was brave. Odds are, you are loved more than you could imagine. Because odds are, they arenвЂ™t the only ones. ItвЂ™s hard not to quantify the statement, вЂњYou matter.вЂќ To whom and how many? But perhaps we can start with one person.

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